Who has my back?

I am very happy to have received the call that my insurance company has approved my surgery! I think that this is the last thing on my list of things to think about, things that I needed to "worry about" over the surgery.

Now my focus is on staying healthy and preparing my house and my mind for the surgery. I am taking a friend's advice and plan to get my nose into a book that will keep me from trolling negative surgery stories and worrying my way into "worst case scenarios". There will be ups. There will be downs, but this is for me and I am grabbing it with both hands.

I believe that God has got this for me. I don't have to worry. February 4th is my day.