Yeah, I need to cut back on my blogging, but honestly, blogging is for me to work through this whole process.
Today I have six days until my VSG and today was stressful. Still is. I wish I could fast forward to The Day.
Today I took the kids to the dentist. My son who has autism has two interproximal cavities. That means a sedation appointment. Major stress. Thankfully they are small, so I can deal with those after I am healed. My daughter needs sealants again and the dentist's new office is to hell and back.
There were a lot of car accidents on the road and the traffic was really messed up.
I am stressing over my daughter's birthday and because I have not bought her presents yet. We are taking her to a game place and my anxiety is high over the cost and over just being in the place. Loud and I hate playing the games because I hate throwing money away.
So I am stressed. Last night I woke up and forgot to put my CPAP back on and slept most of the night without it. Plus, I woke up and had an email from someone who got mad at me about something that I did online.
Just for reference, I am stupid and if there is a good way or a bad way to take what I say -- always assume that I meant the good way.
Right now I am at about a 10 on the anxiety scale. Time for xanax.
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